I was sick and tired ... of being sick and tired. How was I sick? I was sick physically, mentally and emotionally, to start. I was also sick, of it all, my life in general, constantly questioning "Why am I here?" How was I tired? I was very tired of running, running out of energy to live, money to spend, hope to stay alive, places to go, options to choose from and most of all, reasons and excuses to continue on. Looking back now, my emotions were based around self-pity and negativity.
I was always trying to answer questions with questions ... "Why me?" "Why can't people understand?" "How come I can't get a break or a chance?" "What is everyone's problem?" Also, of course I can't forget the "well, what if I....?" and the other notorius "If only I...?" What confusion, what madness, what chaos I caused myself and now that I think of it, others also.
I was unaware and unsure of where my life was going and where I was going in life.
I decided I might need some help finding the answers. So I decided to call FLACRA to find out if they could help me. Guess what? FLACRA was the answer, that day turned out to be the most thankful day I have ever had, FLACRA saved my life.
FLACRA did not judge, condemn, discriminate or abandon me when I called. They listened to me, they welcomed me with open ears and open arms. FLACRA showed me how to live happily, they truly are an amazing provider of the essential tools to recovery that I needed, constantly and positively changing society... one person at a time.